is it my dead life??

Standing in the midst of clouds,
burning is my desire to die.
The days so blue,
with nothing to look forward, i cry.
The nights so long and restless,
the days so disappointing.
What is the life for me,
I think a dead life is what I need to call it.

awaiting you

Your glimpse drives me crazy.
Your smile sparks in me, a desire to fly.
Fly in the dreams, fly in the sky.
Fly in the world so high.
Fly in the virtuality, fly in the reality.
Fly in the density of our similarity.
You make me feel on the top of world.
You make me live in the bliss of love.
The shines of sun,
the shivers of winters,
the blooms of flower,
the colours of rainbow is all I see all around me.
You made my life a boon,
you made it bloom,
in the darkness of tragedy and pessimism.
Hey, You turned my life into heaven..

please read it

Let me say the truth today,
Let me say it.
Let me not be suppressed,
Let me not.
Let the winds blow silently,
in the arms of nature.
Let them blow.
Let the sun shine forever,
in the darks of terror.
Let it.
Let the glooms of isolation,
be filled with proximity of divine.
Let them.
Let the needy get their share of happiness,
Let them.
Let the distressed feel free,
free of the tortures of the big.
Let them.
Let the hungry get their food,
their food they wish to have.
Let them.
Let us all help the unhelped,
Let us all love the unloved,
Let us all.

Come back, please

Come back, please
Dark cloudy loud sky,
In my arms it may die.
Through the drops of rain so silent and yet so fearful.
The rains tearing my soul apart,
when far is the beloved of my heart.
Cry my heart cry my soul.
With each inch getting covered with pain,
nothing to loose nothing to gain.
Except few dreams getting shattered soon after one another,
again and again.
The Sun is dark and silent,
the moon is black opaque.
The stars twinkle nomore,
the sweets taste so sour.
Two days have passed since you are away.
Seems as if I'm dead since that day.
Want to cry to the fullest.
Want to die to the fullest.
No desires no dreams no conditions no expectations,
just you with me near as soul.
Come back come back,
Let me look at you till I die.
Let me have you forever till the end of my life.
Let me die peacefully.
Come back now before its too late.
Come back this last one time.
Come back to me for me.
Come back, please.